Thursday, July 17, 2014

He such a nice guy

no one born to be perfect. not me, not you, not all. I just met a guy how judge by his cover. he is a nice guy, a humoris man, wise person, that i ever met.
aku gak pernah memandang seseorang dari luar mereka, cara mereka berpakaian, bentuk badan, bentuk tubuh, wajah, semua orang terlahir sudah seperti itu adanya. aku bukan orang yang sempurna. aku bahkan tidak pernah menjadi sempurna. ya cover diriku memang lebih baik, tapi di dalamnya, aku sendiri kadang tak bisa menerima diriku.
hari ini satu orang datang dan ingin dekat denganku. dari yang aku kenal dia adalah orang yang baik. sebelum kami melangkah di zona ini, dia adalah seseorang yang bisa menasehatiku saat kepalaku panas. dia adalah orang kesekian, setelah sahabatku. memiliki sifat yang mirib sahabatku, jangan salah, jangan katakan aku menyukainya karena dia mirib sahabatku, no...
I have no word about him....
but inside my feeling, I never want to hurt him, he is so good...
in the another side, I want to hold him, i want, really, but I am not ready yet, to much... I must think to much, all of me, my family, my life, my collage, everything....and I say, I an not ready have a boyfriend, I just... I am not ready with a commitment, he doesn`t even know my family, my family is not easy,
now in my mind, I like just like this, go with him together, chat with him, and I can control myself to not update status so easy. I must think before I act, I must think before I write post in sosial media,
and I wrote this blog, that he can understand, What I want, What I need it, that all,

thank you for eveything you gave to me...
and one thing, I never want lose my bestfriend, when I have a boy, cause I love you so much, my big baby, really, I dont want lose you,

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